Diana Keys is an artist, gradually she painted a new, beautiful fantasy world in which she was able to exist, free from the restrictions and definitions of the asylum system she was a part of for 25 years. Her council flat is her creation. This is our collaboration.
My strongest memory of hospital was watching my youth fade, though I didn't know it, I was watching my youth fade. But I didn't know from that experience that I would be 25 years in hospital. That is my strongest memory.
I would explain my life like a dark tunnel. I've now just got to the end of that tunnel and experiencing new things like a child. Im experiencing things like that really.
Even more than it does today, because they have all the computers and I'll never be able to use them in my life, because I don't know how to use them and there's all different things being made every day.
Maybe a few little animals scarpered out the way on my journey through it. But, then, all of a sudden this little light came at the end and after this long journey and I run towards it and it was just like horses escaping. Horses escaping into freedom.
It's a mixture of feelings that are sort of feelings that regret, which is cold and unfeeling and a mixture of fear which is also cold but then there were good times. There were little parts in the tunnel that gave me a break and they were warm. But then you hit the darkness again and the journey continued for quite a long time until I managed to get out like those horses.
It's like people who fight in a war. They never forget that experience. They can't forget it. They might put it behind them in their minds and live life as naturally as they can. But its not and I'm the same with the experiences I've had in my life, you know?
